Despite the fact that I had no plans to give Nolan's 14 a try before 2017, if at all, Jennifer had started suggesting that I should consider giving it a go this year, since I'd connected with a great group this summer with whom I'd scouted a large portion of the route. After all the effort she'd put into my races earlier in the season, I had told her the rest of the summer season was for doing whatever she wanted. She had heard me talk about Nolan's for awhile (from the initial "That is crazy!" to the pondering "I wonder if I could....") and knew coming off my races and scouting that I was in the right physical shape, and she saw the opportunity for me to give this project I'd been thinking about a Go. So, the first weekend in September, I found myself toeing the line for a North to South attempt on the legendary line connecting fourteen 14,000' mountain peaks.
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| Jenn (and Bella) Organizing All My Food Options |
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| Bella and Penny Guarding the Gear...well, kind of |
In the month that's passed since my attempt to complete the Nolan's 14 line over fourteen
14,000' mountains in the Sawatch Range of the Rocky Mountains in Colorado in a
single push under 60 hours, I've accepted that what I did
accomplish -- 7 summits in ~30 hours, covering around 50 miles and total ascent
of 23,000' -- was a significant accomplishment. But, it wasn't what I had set out to
do, and as difficult as it is to admit, in retrospect I still had some
more to give to this effort. Physically, anyway.
The rain began to
fall just as our group of 6 headed out on the trail from the Fish Hatchery
Trailhead on the outskirts of Leadville just after 5:00 am on September 2.
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| The Starting Six L-R: Brandt, Robbie, Julian, Me, Erik, Adam |
The
rain turned to snow as we climbed the northeast flanks of Mt. Massive, but we
made it to the cold and windy summit at 8:00 am in just under 3 hours. Not bad.
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| The View of Massive from Below the Clouds |
Descending the
southwest slopes on-trail was uneventful and by 10:15 am, we were heading up the
steep west ridge of Mt. Elbert, the highest peak in Colorado at 14,433'.
Steep off-trail ascents and descents of these mountains is commonplace in
Nolan's, but this is one of the burliest, climbing 3000' in about 0.9 mile. By
this point, it was just Julian, Brandt and me, as Robbie had turned around
after Massive, and Adam and Erik were blazing ahead of us in the rain on a
parallel ridge up Elbert. At 11:50 am, we stood on the summit, hit
the appropriate buttons on our DeLorme and Spot beacons to alert our crews and
followers that we'd summited peak #2 and were quickly off into the cold, light rain,
following Erik and Adam's fresh footprints in the snow.
Despite the wet
beginning, things were going according to plan. The off-trail descent
traversing below Bull Hill, through the Golden Fleece Mine ruins and eventually on to the 2 mile road run on Rt. 82 went without a hitch. At 2:30 pm we jogged into
the La Plata Trailhead to the encouraging cheers of our crews.
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| Brandt and Me at the La Plata Tralhead |
At this point, I guess it
wasn't feeling too much different than an ultra-marathon, which can be approached as a run/hike between known aid stations, albeit,
these were a bit farther apart. I'd also see Jennifer again pretty quickly, after one more climb up and down 14,336' La Plata Peak. As
usual, Jennifer led me to the spot she had prepared for me, refreshed the
food/water/gear in my pack, changed my shoes and socks, and got food and liquids into me for about 15 minutes and
then the three of us were off, down the road to the trail up and down La Plata
Peak.
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| Julian, Brandt and I heading out toward La Plata Peak |
It was steep, but at
least it was on trail, so we could turn our brains off for a while. Feeling
good and in dry weather, we reached the La Plata summit at 5:20 pm and quickly
began the talus hopping down the other side of the summit, hoping we could make
it to the next aid at the ghost town of Winfield without headlamps, which we
did just before 7:30pm. This was the turning point for me.
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| Crews at Winfield awaiting our arrival - Photo: Brad Olwin |
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| Jogging into Winfield Aid |
Coming into an aid
station and seeing Jennifer always lifts my spirits, but leaving can be tough,
especially when I'm having problems or knowing the next section is especially
difficult. In this case, I came in feeling strong and confident and in the space
of the 25 minutes I sat there, eating soup and pasta, drinking my Coke and Red
Bull, and changing shoes and socks, my mood and outlook began to mirror the
increasing darkness of early night.
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| Prepping for a long overnight push - Photo: Brad Olwin |
I knew that between Winfield and the next
aid were 7 big mountains, 24+ hours and a long night. I was emotional as
I shouldered my bigger pack and complained how heavy it was and Jenn
immediately took it and removed some things to lighten the load a bit. It felt
lighter, but my spirits didn't. Jenn walked with me down the road for a while
and encouraged me.
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| Heading out of Winfield and into the Night |
When I left her, I
struggled to keep up with Julian and Brandt. I'd run up to them and before I
knew it, they'd once again be 50 feet ahead. This continued on the road and on the climb
up Mt. Huron. I stayed close, but it got in my head and got me concerned about
being able to eat and drink enough while in such a constant rush just to keep
up. One of the things I've learned is to do everything possible not to get in a caloric or hydration deficit in these long endeavors. Once you do, it's often impossible to catch back up. At the summit of Mt. Huron at 10:30 pm we met up with Adam and the four of us worked our way down the steep, loose, nasty east gully, boulder-hopped at the runout and followed Julian on the tricky route-finding to the faint trail that brought us down to Chlohesy Lake, where we'd find the trail up Mt. Missouri. Struggling to keep up the pace, I began to worry that I was falling behind on my calorie consumption, but I did stop to do a quick fill of my hydration bladder in a stream early on ascent of Missouri. I knew I would need it, as we'd be up high for the next 3 mountains, with no water access. The full 2 liters felt heavy on my back as we continued to climb.
Sometime between 2:00-2:30 am and about 500' below the summit of Missouri, Adam and I stopped to rest and we lost Julian and Brandt. Adam was no longer able to keep food down and told me to go on. I was now on my own. It was a pitch dark night with no moon, so fortunately I had a trail to follow, for the most part, and I got to summit of Missouri a little after 3:00 am. It was cold and windy, but not that bad, considering I was at over 14,000' at the coldest part of the day. After some indecision on which route to take over to Mt. Belford, I decided to take the safe, but longer route, descending down into Missouri Gulch, then re-ascending to Elk Pass and up to the summit of Mt. Belford, which I reached just before the red ribbon of sunrise lit up the horizon to begin Day 2 at about 5:50 am. There I stopped, put on every clothing layer I had, as the temp seemed to drop very suddenly, and ate and drank. I then proceeded off down the mountain in the wrong direction for about 10 minutes. Fortunately, it was getting light, otherwise who knows how long I would have gone before realizing my navigation error.
Once I got back to the Belford summit for the second time, it was a quick trip over to Mt. Oxford...peak #7 and as it turned out, the last one for me on this excursion. By the time I got to Mt. Oxford at about 7:15 am, the solo decision-making and physical and mental (more mental in retrospect) exhaustion was taking its toll on my tired brain. The photo below from a route scouting hike in August is the view ahead, coming off Mt. Oxford, down into the Pine Creek basin, and Mt. Harvard ahead and is typical of what Nolan's 14 doles out...
...climb big mountain...
...big descent...
...climb big mountain...
...descent...
...repeat...and so on.
It wasn't this view that got me thinking about if and where I might bail, but the knowledge that after Harvard, there were two more mountains with big and rough ascents and descents and probably about another 12-14 hours before I'd get to the next aid and see Jenn again.
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| The Descent off Mt. Oxford into the Pine Creek Basin with Mt. Harvard Next |
Looking back at my GPS track, I now realize that I actually made respectable time navigating my way off the mountain into the remote Pine Creek basin, but it didn't feel that way at the time. I began to feel that I was wasting way too much time stopping repeatedly to check my GPS and maps, changing clothing layering, eating, drinking, tightening my shoe laces and various gear-fiddling. I started
irrationally trying to think of ways to contact Jennifer to discuss my
situation. I had an old cell phone, which I was using as a music player. I knew
it wasn't connected to any cell network, not that I was within many miles of
connectivity anyway. Then I figured for a moment that I could send her an email
over wifi. What the hell was I thinking? Was there was a Starbucks nearby?! Was I
in any shape to be making serious decisions in the mountains thinking stuff
like this? I suppose this is the beginning of delirium.
I was
having thoughts of quitting in that beautiful, but No
Man's Land of Pine Creek Basin. It's probably one of the worst places to
consider bailing, and that's saying a lot on a route with a lot of bad options to bail. Reversing
course for a 3000' climb back up Mt. Oxford, then back to Belford and down that
mountain makes no sense. The hike out along the gentle terrain of the Pine
Creek Trail is 10 miles, and the prospect of climbing up Mt. Harvard and onward,
either out the Hornfork Basin or up and over Mts. Columbia and Yale was quickly
starting to seem insurmountable to me.
The day
was warming up and I was literally in the middle of nowhere, so I made the
smart choice to continue toward Mt. Harvard by crossing Pine Creek and start picking my way through the
thick trees and deadfall at the base of the mountain at 9:30 am. In 30 minutes
(it felt like 2 hours), I'd made it to treeline and stopped to access
the route, my condition and the weather. There were dark clouds coming over the
ridges to the west and approaching. Then I made the rash poor decision that it would
not be smart, moving as slowly as I thought I was, to be ascending the
third-highest mountain in Colorado with questionable weather approaching. So, I made the final decision to turn
around and call it quits right there, 29 hours, 52 miles and 23,000' total
ascent into my attempt at Nolan's 14 and begin the 10 mile walk of shame out
via the Pine Creek Trail.
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| Elevation over distance. Blue line end of the road this time. |
About an
hour from the trailhead, Jennifer, who had been watching my movements from my
Spot beacon met me on the trail.
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| The End |
So happy to see her, but more than a little
ashamed to be meeting her here, rather than at the next aid meet-up. She
valiantly tried to talk sense into me to turn around and keep going. There was
still plenty of time, she told me, I looked strong she told me, the weather was
beautiful she told me, I can go back and get Mt. Harvard and then decide if I could get others she told me. I was having none of it. I was done and
that was that.
I have
regrets. I try to avoid regrets. I have come to grips with the fact that I just was
not mentally prepared for the combination of challenges it presented. I've spent
a decade gaining experience being in the mountains, I've dealt with
route-finding, I've managed pain in ultra-marathons, I am well acclimatized to
altitude, I'm fit. But the combination of all of these things at once, along
with the fact that I've never felt what it's like doing a single push of more
than 30 hours and being alone with no aid for many many many hours and miles
over difficult terrain and having to make all decisions solo, while being mentally exhausted was too much on this day.
I should
have laid down in the woods at the base of Mt. Harvard and taken a 30-45 minute
nap. Upon awakening, I would have seen that the weather threat had passed and
maybe I would have felt just refreshed enough to push on. Lesson learned.
Nolan's 14 is more like an adventure race than an ultra-marathon. In an ultra-marathon, the course is generally well marked, on trails of some sort and laid out for you. A prepared competitor is very familiar with the course, but there's generally not much in the way of route-finding. There are also well-stocked aid stations every 7-10 miles. When you run into pain, you have to deal with that and not a whole lot more. In something like Nolan's you're on your own for long periods of time, most of the time not on trails and often you're alone deep in the mountains. Although there are a lot of similarities, there are very meaningful differences in the combination of challenges that need to be dealt with. Lesson learned.
I'm fairly certain I'd like to give it another shot. Stay tuned.
Huge thanks to Jennifer for encouraging me to try this and investing so much of her time and effort to support my attempt and all that goes into prepping for it for months, to Julian Smith for teaching me what he's learned in his experience on Nolan's, and to Lisa Smith for driving us to trailheads on scouting treks and for gathering us up at the other end.